to post to livejournal or blogspot anymore.
Because it's obviously all just a bunch of bullshit.
I'm sick of people.
Lately it's been, "the world revolves around me." kind of thing.
Pactically.
Because everyones so fucking self centered and self absorbed to give a shit about anyone else.
Another thing, don't say that you hate it when people are depressed because that fucking happens.
Depression is reality.
Depression doesn't mean your "emo"
Because "emo" means emotional.
Everyone is emotional, get the fuck over it.
Depression has been around for years, decades, centuries. So don't expect it to dissaper just like that.
Another thing.
This is probably most likely going to sound a little hypocritical because, most of what I say is.
But it shouldn't be.
I'm getting pissed off with the whole.
"He's having a party, why aren't you coming?" - One, because there's going to be weed there. I can't inhale those fumes anymore. I care about my health unlike you.
"Why aren't you coming to school?" - Because I'm sick as shit, but if you don't really care for that then whatever. And when I'm sick and go to school, and seeing as how when someone goes to school, they walk around a lot. Well when I get sick, I get lightheaded and dizzy, but no body understands that or listens or cares to how my body reacts when I'm sick. Because it's all about success and grades, not health and well-being!
"Why can't you hang out?" - And thirdly, because I don't fucking want to. Because you're only gonna go over to his house and smoke some weed and some cigarettes and probably drop some X. Like I said before, I cannot be around fumes that weed and tobacco give off. Because it only causes the inflamation in my lungs to get worse. And being around all that shit doesn't help my chronic bronchitis. Just because you may not care about your body being harmed, doesn't mean that I won't either. Everyones different, accept that.
Also, I'm getting sick and tired of how people judge people for how they dress, or act or look.
Not everyone is the same or has the exact same views as eachother.
By the way a person dresses, does not and never will tell you what the persons personality is like.
People are so inconsiderate lately.
Live isn't about getting blazed all the time or drunk or having sex.
You don't need to live life and do that all the time.
I in particular am not found of living.
But you don't see me wasting my life away.
"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain. But people fear death even more than pain. It's strange that they fear death. Life hurts a lot more than death. At the point of death, the pain is over. I guess it is a friend." - Jim Morrison
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peaceful
Fuck this.
Sick&Shitty.
tired
sick and shitty.